Put da Blame on Me~

I THINK I'm among da patient of my frens, but yet, my patience has its limits..

I tried to make everyone happy, and try hard not to hurt anyone's heart. Dat's my principle. But then, how would u feel if someone just couldn't care less of what they do/say just like do what they knows best in front of you? Like making faces, being too emotional over something stooopid? EVERYONE derserve repect. N shout out to ALL da people who couldn't care less of wut other people feel of what u do/say - get over it! Sedar diri skit!

Since me not angel, the 2 things dat can TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF for the rest of my day are:
1) people making faces - like they r the ONLY person on earth dat is busy, exhausted, tired, sakit ati, etc. Hello, all of us feel the same n you have no rights to make faces dat can easily RUIN other ppl's day. n wut make things worst is dat the reason they did dat is bcos "It's just me being me." or "PMS". Duh! Mmg la da hormones make u like dat, but YOU control YOURSELF. So, u should CONTROL it.
2) people too dependent on me like "hello, get a life!" - I dun like people being too dependent on me as it pissed me off. Even ALL my siblings r not dependent on me. They can do EVERYTHING without me having to be there 24-7. Say wut u wanna say, but I am a pampered person n i like to be pampered. It's not like makan disuap, ape2 je org lain buatkan, but da other type of manja. Like my granpa bukakkan kerang just for me to eat, my granpa kupaskan kulit buah2 just for me to eat, my granma buys a whole bunch of bananas just for me to eat sampai terberak2, like my mom will give me money just to make me happy, like my ex-bf would buy anything dat I want to just to make me happy, like my granpa would bring only me for supper n asked me not to tell my other siblings. N sumtimes small children yg nak menenggek2 at me, annoys me damn much. Yeah, u can say dat i dun like kids. Dats why I only mingle around with org tua2 cos they dun depent on me. =)

So, ppl, let's us remind ourselves dat things dat we did/said, can sumtimes make other ppl TOTALLY PISSED OFF FOR THE REST OF THEIR DAY.

Peace~

Bagaikan gergasi dan org kenit? Duh!

I just watched the news today til i got meself into a state of boredom where only me cannot handle. Yelah, asyik2 politics issues, pembangkang ini, BN ini.. Wut a life.. Penat gak eh jadi law student ni..? But I'm lovin it! =)

There's this one issue on da news just now regarding Penang's dasar perniagaan baru ntah pemende ntah. Wut attracts me is wut da 'wakil peniaga2 melayu' said sumthing like dasar sama rata ni xadil, it's like gergasi bertanding dgn org kenit. I mean like duh! blh tak lain kali think b4 u say anything?

FOR ME - kena bold skit sbb tadi dah ade org kene saman frm UUM fr 3juta due to memfitnah UUM and its VC, n br smlm me fren ckp mane tau he's one of da ppl yg survey those blogs on da net regarding menghentam kerajaan etc, like duh! haha!; well, this is my OPINION. org2 melayu dkt penang xpuas hati dgn negeri tu punye dasar perniagaan baru, yg make everyone compete equally, n said dat those things are unfair cos competition not at the same level, i think, by making it competing at the same level, then you are trying to turn our business, economics as a capitalists' economy. yelah, since yg melayu, compete dgn melayu, n cina compete dgn cina, last2 yg kaya makin kaya, n yg xkaya tu dkt situ je. dah ada 2 classes of society dah. last2 da wealth tu state nye gak since there's taxes. tapi nasib baik la x buat our economy system like communists' economy system, once state ckp xblh buat, or kene buat, u suke ke x suke, kene gak ikut.

I mean like, ape salahnye org melayu compete dgn bangsa lain? don't u think that malays now r too manja n just nak stay at safe side je? i mean like, we have to be SMART! We have to compete with everyone in order to develop our country. Sudah2 la dgn ketidakpuas hati regarding da past election. Give them chances. Let's see wut they can do. Sampai skrg i still like da quote "melayu mudah lupa". eventhough i dun really know how hard malays worked in order to obtain independence, i think they did work HARDER than us now. So, ape salahnye bile ada bangsa lain buat something dat can make us WAKE UP n move our big n lazy butts?? Duh!

Jgn byk cakap la, buat saja...

Me's are at home!! =)

Oh gosh! Feels great to be at HOME.. hehe.. Kirenye nak amik semangat baru for FINALS ah ni..

Apart from da great feeling of waking up dis morning at 1.00pm, feels great too to eat sambal belacan dat my sis made (yeah, my 13yrs old sis) - yes nor, means u gotta add a new recipe to ur 'buku resipi haha'! for my sis' sambal belacan. hehe.. N also my mom's chicken curry (which today she berjaya menghasilkan curry without pape xcukup rase ini itu) n yeah it was GREAT!

Yet, still there's always problems in my family. I pity my granpa n granma. My granpa with my uncle's stupid nonsence decision regarding the shop, my granma tensed with her new stupid bibik. huh... no wonder la darah asyik naik je.. Hopefully their health will not worsen. Luckily my dad's been ok..(not wonderful). cos dis morning, like wut da heck, he ketuk my damn door just to wake me up n say 'r u going to join tok n tokwan for breakfast??' duh!!! obviously NOT! since i've been sleeping like nobody's business!! huh.. rosak mood aku pagi2 buta! nasib baik i'm able to sambung my beauty sleep til 1.00pm! heheh... bgn2 je dah siap lunch, trus makan. hehe... baiknye kakak.. Kan?

So now, tgh tunggu masa yg sesuai nak mandi. hehe..

Who do I vote for?

Dah penat geram2 dkt BN, lupe plak wut did I do on da election day.

Well, went on as early as org lain nak pegi vote (9am), xtau nak pegi mane cos awal gile nak pegi mall. So went to 7eleven bought some drinks, n headed to IKEA!! It was sooo damn cool, da sale was great!! Sempatla berangan nak design umah camne. hehe.. Well, who can help going to IKEA without imagining wut our house gonna look like?? If ade la org mcm tu, kiranye mmg dat person xdek perasaan langsung.. Lain la kalo asyik ber'khayal' like someone tu.. (jgn marah ye) ;-)

Guess wut I bought?? Hahahah! A PINK box like Kat bought to organis HER car. Well, I bought dat for actually kinda same purpose. My car mmg dah organise dah, tapi I'm kinda pity to da person who sits at da back seat, have to bear with all da books dat I put behind. As u know, my-library-car mmg sgt2 berguna to orang2 yg tertinggal buku. Hehehe.. Tapi yg xbleh blah nye, blh plak I took Trade test, without bringing ANY Act and agreements needed to selak2 time test!! Damn! Dahtu I thought I left it at home, but when I went to change my books for da evening class, IT WAS THERE IN THE CAR!!! S***! Huh... Mungkin ada hikmahnye pegi test melenggang je.. Huhu.. But, thanx Diyana n Awin for lending me those agreements!! Mmmuahh!

Back to da topic, had pizza for brunch. The new Italiano thingy pizza at Pizza Hut was damn GREAT! (cewah sempat lagi promote). U guys must go n have a TRY! X rugi nye duit korang. Oh yeah! Almost forgot! I also bought a new blanket, especially for me to travel back n forth to Perlis by bus! I used to have dis blanket specially to travel, but my lovely granma pakai angkut je sume barang yg ada dlm umah when she was packing untuk nak pindah aritu, n she dun even now where she put my stuff (or even know whether it's my stuff). Huh.. Nak marah, xsampai ati, cos she's my heart n soul.. (huhu.. miss you tok). So, bought a new baby blue blanket at IKEA at discounted price!! N blh tak, bile dah sampai umah, baru la sedar dat I have an IKEA membership card. Damn. Why am I so clumsy lately??? ( yeah Diyana, I know I'm turning slowly to be like you. :-P )

So, like u see, I voted for IKEA SALE!!!! :-)

Hahahaha! (gelak jahat)

Hehe... looks like org2 yg angkuh n xsedar diri now dah mula jatuh. BN won the election yet 5 states have been 'given' to the opposition. Penang, Kedah, Perak, Selangor, Kelantan lost to the oppositions. But Penang? Selangor? Like wut da heck??

It seems sad dat BN is now so weak, n dat has lost to the opposition. but at a brighter side, it does not matter from which party that person comes from but however, the quality that he/she gives. Like mmg la Bank Negara declared dat there has been a high deposit of Malaysia's money, dah duit kerajaan sume dok simpan je, xguna for pembangunan ke or menaikkan our country's currency ke. Duh... Such a slow government.

Well, better not look back, let's see wuts da new government can do, especially Selangor (since UiTM Shah Alam's in Selangor). Just don't forget dat us, Malays, mmg mudah lupa. Tak hingat ke betapa susah nya nak dapat Tanah Melayu dulu, n dun just FORGET. N now, MARA's institutions, dah slowly opened to non-bumiputera. Dun Malays realise dat?

Pro Mahathir? Pro Pak Lah? Who cares...?

All of us can fell the 'demam' pilihanraya now. Banners, posters, everywhere. Baru kejap tadi pegi tesco, on da way tu nampak la org MBSA cabut bendera yg org letak suka ati dkt traffic light, n blh tak, ada org mane ntah xpuas ati, pegi honk la kan, membuatkan ati ku sgt geram dan marah la kan, mcm ada org buat salah la kan bila benti lampu merah! huh! stupid! Ade ke plak nak cabut bendera yg menghalang view org nak tgk traffic light warna ape, blh dijadikan satu issue sensitive fr some ppl? Duh! Dah kalo bendera tu mengganggu gugat org nak tgk traffic light, kalo dah MBSA nak buang, isnt dat for da good purpose? supaya xde la accident byk sgt berlaku dlm dunia ni? just bcos some ppl being sooo damn sensitive, nak honk2 plak. BODOH.

Tu baru je intro! Haha! Dlm society, blh plak ade pro him n pro her? Aren't da purpose of da society to achieve the best for that particular society. Nak dijadikan cite, ade 2 of my close frens' dad, being nominated fr penamaan calon. 1 hari b4 da offical date of announcing da calon2, their name were cancelled? Just bcos both of them are pro-mahathir instead of paklah? Well, eventhough it's nothing related to my 'kebahagiaan hidup', it came to my thoughts.. Why on earth da president is so stupid n maybe takut dgn bayang2 sendiri, instead of nominating da best person, org yg ntah sape2 plak dinominate kan just bcos pro org lain.

Our politics situation is sgt amatlah menyedihkan... Yes it's true, it's da way politic goes, but yet, why must we gado2 fr lil matter, even when we're in the same society? STUPID

N since issue tu membuat kan aku bengang, mula la aku nak xberpuas ati dgn org yg takut dgn bayang2 sendiri tu.. If you guys tgk iklan 'we're already in the right track, vote for Malaysia', version yg all da PMs of Malaysia, certain phrase being quoted, cuba dgr da way each n everyone of our PM's gave their speech. Walaupun da phrase that they said might not came frm their own peace of mind (yela, org lain yg sediakan text) just observe da way they deliver it. From Tunku Abdul Rahman, Abdul Razak, Hussein Onn, n Mahathir, their way of delivering it ada style n sort of like mcm educated n so emmphh... menusuk hati. tapi da way paklah kasi speech was like da same ordinary speech yg we dgr sampai lentok2 tetido secara sukarela. Da 'style' was not there. I'm not saying that he's not good, tapi just wonderm, dia ni mampu ke buat Malaysia ummph mcm da previous PMs had made us. Yela mmg la his education pon berbeza dari yg lelain, approach pon lain, tp, tgk jela family dia pon, menantu dgn scandalnya, si isteri baru nya.

I dont intend to criticise the politics but just wanna say dat dlm satu puak tu pon, kalo xbersatu, mcm mane nak maju? N lagi xblh blah nye, si bendera hijau tu, blh plak letak calon non-muslim? bkn ke tu dah lari dari purpose establishnye society korg? aishhh...

Wut on earth...

Pelesit?

Well, dis happened like on da day of the Valentine's day - my great-grandmother passed away (yeah i had a great-grandmother, tapi now dah xde)..

I dunno wut's da cause of her death, well yes, it is ajal, but for me, there must be a cause eg jatuh jamban ke, tercekik tulang ke, ape ke.. But as for her, i think it's because of 'PELESIT'.

Pelesit in malay dictionary (not dewan bahasa) is a thing dat bite people n hisap darah. Those thing usually dibela oleh orang2 kampung (terutamanya) to take care of their belongings especially money. If anyone so-called curi the harta, the pelesit will go n hunt that person n gigit+hisap darah/make that people sick. N ppl said they come in form of a 'grasshopper'.

So, so happen dat da neighbour behind my granma's house, mmg ada bela all those stuff dah lama dah. Da last so-called midterm break, my great-grandmother came frm her other daughter's house, n stayed there. Da last 2-3 days before I came back to sh alam, my great-grandmother can't walk, n when we checked (not me), she had this bruises under her legs. Due to that bruises, she can't stretch her leg straight. It was weird cos if it's ordinary bruise, she would be able to stretch her leg. So, my granma dah pelik dah, called the so-called bomoh, n he said dat she's been bitten by pelesit. After the pelesit has been removed, she can stretch her legs back.

So, when i came back to sh alam, on da valentine's day, my mom broke da news telling me dat 'nenek' dah xde dah.. Da day after dat, my mom called again, telling me dat when mandi jenazah, there was loads of bruises all over her body.. Then, came to my thought dat she must have died due to the pelesit..cos she dun hv any health problem, except dat she's blink due to cataract.

I dunno, whether when pelesit bite, does it really hurt? If it does, sian my great-granmother...

N another thought, why do malays so selfish to bela2 all these things, and yet biarkan those things berlegar2 n make other ppl sick..? kalo xnak bela, buangla, jgn biar mcm tu je.. huhu.. skrg ni dah xguna dah pelesit2, penunggu etc.. so why cant just 'kill' them instead of biarkan they straying all over da place?

Mengganggu-gugat hidup org je..

Outdated~

Well, this is my first ever blog (x really). Like, everybody dah ade 2-3 blog, me baru nak start. Haha!

Before this, I've been thinking that what for having a blog, where the public can view your 'diary'. No privacy, etc. But somehow, since asyik lepak2 dgn si NOR, and read our friends' nye blog, mcm best plak.

So, here goes my own blog, everything about wut i feel, think n... ntah! (xde idea ah, lapar...)

:-)