Organising~

I hate unorganised plans, unorganised people.

Why do we have to have some sort of 'clan' when we be friends with others? Besides, how are you so sure that the ones who are in your 'clans' are the people whom will be there for you when you need them most?

How are you so sure that the ones who are with you 24-7 does not talk shit about you? I've known some whom I think their 'best friend' don't even know that they were actually bitching about each other.

Alas.

As far as I'm concerned, I don't talk behind my best friends' back, don't talk shit about them, and I don't bitch about them.

And I have the rights to feel whatever I feel like to. There is no such law or even unwritten ones that impliedly said then when a person who does not tend to get pissed off easily, or is a happy-go-lucky person always, does not have the right to feel mad about something easily or get pissed off on something easily, just because they would not react that way on their usual ways.

When I usually don't mind what people did to me or how bad a person made me feel like, or after some short period I'd be ok and put a smile on my face; forgiven is different than forgotten. Only saints can do that. Or when I didn't mind when things happened to me, it doesn't mean that on different occasions at the same situations, I will still not mind about it.

Maybe I should not organise such things like a friends-get-together ever again. Who said that organising is such a simple thing to do? When you have to please more than one parties, different kinds and styles of people, more hearts to be pleased. Next time, I shall do best-friends-same-clans-with-same-wavelengths-get-together events. That'll be less frustation.

:-)

p/s: I miss being at home and the comfort of home; and I miss someone so much.

Fairy Tales~

My life is simple.

With grandparents getting weary day by day, and me, having another 6 months on the go til I'll finally finishes my LLB, there's nothing more to think of other than having good grades.

My sister finally got herself into UNISEL doing diploma on TESL; meaning daddy would have to think of other ways to find more money to give two of us who spend too much. Hehehe. My aunt will be moving to Kemaman on the 15th December. They'll be renting a house by the seaside! And I can't wait to visit them! I looovvvveeee the beaches!!! :-D And the lovely otak-otak and sata, I'm craving for that. Dudi, bawak la balik sata n otak-otak from Terengganu!! :-D

This time would be the last visit for my granparents to KL, since there will be no one else to visit here. Next hot spot - Kemaman! :-D When I finally work here in KL, they'll come to KL again! And at that time, more visits from my parents! And siblings! Which there is even more valid reasons for daddy to come to KL and spend time with his best friends here at LowYatt Plaza without Mama having suspicious mind on him. :-p Mama would love to come to KL more often as she has some of her siblings here (which I rarely visits) and they'll be gossiping and be laughing like madness! Hahahaha! I miss those family gatherings. That would only happens when one of my cousins be getting married.

Living in Kemaman would be a very simple life indeed. No rush, no jams, no late nights etc. Uncle Adam has been giving me very good impressions on how Kemaman would be. :-)

My convocation is just around the corner and I'm not so into it. With long hours of standing while waiting for your name to be called, wearing high-heels, and thinking that my family would be tired of waiting outside the hall, the unorganised plans that we might have; I still would want to go through this, once in my life. :-D

At the age of 24, my parents had already married to each other whilst my granparents married at the age of 23. The Malaysian artistes are now in the trend of getting married at the early age. But, I've just read today's newspaper, and Nabila Huda is marrying at the age 26 whilst Maya Karin at the age of 27/28! Seems like if I'd follow the trend, I might want to get marry at the age of 27. Back to my old plans. :-)

To whom I shall marry, I'd rather not think yet. All I wanna think of is to get good grades, to be with my friends, my family and meeting more new friends! :-D Meeting new friends and knowing new people is such a great thing to do. Having different backgrounds, different thinking and principles, makes me (again) analyst these kind of people. Yet, my best friends will always be in my heart, undoubtedly, no matter what. How could I forget people who had helped me through my downs and sorrows? I tend to not remember people who were with me when I was happy and at the positive situations. Sorry people! My friends come and go but not to my best friends. I once told my best friend that I am tired of people who has been using me all this while, and all I want is to get married and make a happily blissfully family. I said to her that by having a guy with no doubt that he will break my heart in such ways, I wouldn't mind of having new friends whom I don't even know whether they will use me or not. I don't really mind if they want to say anything about me cos only me myself know the true story about myself. Why bother what people would want to say about me? I am in not such power to ever make their mouth shut.

No one does.

When realistic thinking pops again in my mind, there goes all the early-marriage that I have been thinking of. Life is short to be wasted. I mean, how are you so sure that the person is the right man for you when you don't mingle and get close to other men? I know I have flaws. A lot. But, I wouldn't want to be in the position where my family had been through. A lot of women came to their mind when they got to know a man whom fits them well, and decided to get marry. Along their marriage, everybody seems to be showing their true colours and divorce is an option. I dunno why I kept thinking that when I get marry, I must think of divorce. Marriage = divorce. And with that, it freaks me out. I'm having a thought that my aim in marriage is to get kids, then when the time comes, I would have to think about getting a divorce. In other words, I must stand alone, even when I'm married cos there will not be a happy ending.

I would not want that kind of things to happen to me. It gets me jealous seeing my aunt with her husband whom she married after being a divorcee for quite some time. They are too romantic for each other. Full of love. Care for each other. Such a loving guy he is. Even to me. He's so welcoming, despite of him not having any family other than ours in Malaysia. His willingness to live in Malaysia. To educate my cousins with such good manners a Muslim should be. How I would love that kind of husband - a loving one and full of love. He has loads of love to give to anyone. He greets all the people that he had passed by. He is so English; who MUST eat rice with dhaal every dinner. Hahaha! He is fun. He shares jokes (even though I usually have hard times understanding it because of his accent and when I finally got it, it wasn't a joke anymore. Haha!). He loves serenity. He is simple yet earn good money. He works at home and gets all the time a father may need to see the children growing up. He's very suitable for a person like my aunt.

Which I am not like my aunt.

I would rather say, I would want to be like my uncle. With that, I would have to find a guy who is rather like my aunt. Workaholic. Loves his wife soooo much (cos my aunt does cos she would not have the power to have more than one husband at one time). A very needed person in the corporate world. Who would not come home with works or even his mind on his works. Who is down to earth despite of the money that he earned. Likes to donate. A bold person.

But there are some characteristics that I would love to have a guy like my uncle. Very cool. Wise. Educated. Had been through lots of things which I haven't yet been through. Would bear with me with my hormones once a month. I never saw him playing games on the pc which I would love to have one like him. Has great general knowledge on everything. Patient. Love his kids so much but not to pamper them. Loves only his wife.

If I can see with my own eyes that there is a person like whom I always wanted since I was a little child, then there is no such thing as not believing in fairy tales. There must be someone there, maybe not in Malaysia, or maybe yes, would be perfect FOR me. Covering the loopholes of myself and vice versa.

I am not saying that there is someone perfect in this world as there is NONE.

I still believe in fairy tales...~

The 12 Hours Journey~

Today, me and my grandparents had a very looooooooooooooooooong journey from Perlis to KL. Someone discovered that he lost his wallet. Who else – my granpa! Hahahahaha!

We were like 1/3 of the journey to KL, when suddenly he discovered that he lost his wallet. Panic went through his veins (and I forgot to take the pictures). He was being chirpy all the way until when we stopped at the R&R at Gurun. I acted cool cos I know that his wallet must have not being bought from the very first place. It might be at home. We then had to drive back home and there it was, in the bedroom.

I drove the car for almost 9 hours!!! The rest 3 hours were my granpa’s driving.

Ahhhhh….. Very tiring.

And I’m missing someone badly….

Aina Turns 9~

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Yesterday was my lil sis’ birthday! :-)

She has been asking for her favourite chocolate cupcakes since the first day I arrived home from Shah Alam. I decided that why not I grant her wish (like genie in a bottle) and baked her cupcakes! :-D

Well, basically, I have not much to write in this post but only to show all of you how spectacularly marvelous my cupcakes was!!! Hahahaha! (it turns out dry for the first attempt though :-p)

Feel free to see the photos! I think I have hidden gifts of taking pictures. That makes me even wanting more of having a DSLR! Hint, hint. ;-)

My Kind of Holiday~I

Is reading novels which I've waited sooooo long to be whom I WAS - reading chic lit novels! :-D

I am currently reading Cecelia Ahern's Thanks For the Memories and at the same time reading Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me. Gila kuasa! Hahahaha! And at the same time, while munching bars of Mars chocolate! (how on earth am I going to be in shape right before my convocation?!?!)

Well, I deserve happiness right now...~ :-D

p/s: I have a new hobby! Reading novels on my laptop! Which means that my next birthday present, I really really wish I could have an e-book!!! *hint* ;-)

I am now happily, blessed, at home sweet home... :-D

Baby Ika Goes Online!~

Obviously I am not baby Ika~

So does this guy~

Definitely not both of us~

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Today I went to Najib’s house to visit the new born baby to Kak Baby – Baby Ika! She is soooo tiny and she only weigh 2.79kg. And she’s also a good girl who doesn’t give too much fuss to her parents and her grandparents. I shall update her pics later. :-D

Last night was another friend en route. Me and D were updating ourselves with our lives as it has been a long time since the last time we talked to each other. When being with her, I realized how lucky I am to have friends like I’m having now and how lucky my life is. I never expect that such bad things would happen to my best friends. I think, my best friends are the people who are very special in their way. If to put one in one of my best friends’ situation, I would not say that they will survive like how my best friends did. And because of that, I know I am lucky and I am very grateful.

Being bored of another person is normal when you spend your 24 hours 7 days a week with that person. It is not a reason I think that one should find another person to replace the one whom they are bored with. All one should do is to adapt to the situation. Find an escape. Not forever but just a while until you realize that people around you are people whom who should be thankful and grateful for.

I was surprised by myself when things like these happen; I tend to turn on to people whom for me are like dream. Running away from reality is such an easy thing to do. Life is actually fair if one sit down and reminisce. There are reasons in EVRYTHING that happen in our life. The only different is that whether a person realize that or not or more sad, never.

Basically, I miss my best friends and really appreciate their presence in my life. I love them soooo much that I would not trade them with any other friends in this world~

Friend En Route~

I am right now at McD section 26, waiting for my bestest friend on her interview with one of the countless companies around this area. Hectic - is the word best described for this area. Feel like 'gossip girl' who lepak at a cafe using free wireless, having McFlurry as lunch and blogging. Najib told me that I am like one of those girls in 'gossip girls' which I never watch the series.

Yesterday was such a moody day for me; sekejap happy, sekejap tak, sekejap best, sekejap rasa rimas. LLB do made me change A LOT. From a happy-go-lucky girl and too-futuristic girl to a moody girl and not-so-futuristic girl. It makes me feel like everything that I am going through right now is basically what my dad/my mom/my granma/granpa had been through. It's like all I have to do is to choose, which kind of route that I wanna take. And of course, the road not taken is what people said the best. But for me, there's so many roads and I think ALL the road, people in this world had taken. So for me, is choosing which kind of decisions that people had made and ended up being like them.

Life is lovely, I'm having time for myself, not wanting to go back home as there are lots of things to think and to be solved at home. I need space. And friends. I just don't feel like going home, when things can be predicted on what am I going to do, what I would think of, and what problems I have to solve. Not as difficult the problems can be, just minor problems which STILL would not make my head stop thinking. Not that I want to stop thinking, but all I want is to relax. :-D

Watched 'Ayat-ayat Cinta' last night. At last. The movie was fantastically sad! I cried like a baby (because of the movie plus hormones). And the movie made myself make a new resolution - to be BAIKKKKK HATI!!! Hahahahah! Not too drastic like Fadia who felt like wearing purdah terus! Hahahaha! Neway, tonight is 'Sex and the City'!!!

I wish I could be at 'home' where I feel comfortable and no problems to think of. My aunt's crib would be nice. Its been long enough that I haven't been to my aunt's house. It would be nice. :-)

The traffic in front of me is getting heavier. Maybe I should get going? My laptop's battery is still sufficient to support me well enough from being in boredom. Yet, I still have my novel to read even this laptop will shut down. Those Chinese behind me is talking about business, Petronas exports, wastage, airports etc. Must be in a business of flying? Petrol? BORING!!

Gosh!!! It's now raining!!! My aim WAS to be in my car before it rains! And now, the aim ended. Need to rush to the car after this. *Sigh* Another heavy excercise.

My aim right now: to tone down as much as I can before graduation! Which I barely can do it. Huhu.

This Semester is Officially Over!!~

Tuan Fairus acting GARANG~ (but he actually literally was garang) Jangan kedekut markah ye!

Baby, being Dr.Who??~

Abg Rusnan and Lily with their own works and styles~

Abg Rahim being the interpreter~

Radhi's Sleeping Beauty~

Kak Ijat with her phone~

Ct missing her YM~

Tiredness yet satisfaction~

Right after our hearing~

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I am now writing after lunch, after the almost sleepless nights and days being moody and dissatisfied with certain people, finally this semester is officially over after my MOCK TRIAL!!! Yay!!!

Thanks to my SP especially for being patience with all of us who were all in the mood of vacation or more or less not to think any further after our final exams. Thanks to all who had helped us - Lin, Farahah, Yana, Baby, Abg Yong, Fadia and Apak!!!! I love you all!!! Mmmuahhh!! Especially Fadia who was unscripted and kena bertalu-talu from Ct. Sorry Babe!! I owe u damn much!

It was fun with our mock trial. Never knew that life as lawyers would be this challenging. All these while, what we did in class was only the things that lawyers do when they are in their firm; not when they are in action.

Ahhhh.... I just love my life! Though now is sooo broke! :-(

p/s: cepatla sugar2 honey perut mara ke depan taja i! Hahahaha! :-p I love you!!! :-D

When Prosecution Meets the Defence~

Today is the last day for my firm to finish up the IP. Basically, our IP has been proven yet there are some minor amendments. I'm now basically waiting for one of my firm mates to be presence in order for us to complete wholly our IP. While waiting, I decided to take a break by having lunch with 2 of the defence team - Ct and Radhi. :-D

They brought me (well actually I brought them) to place which I never been yet it was so near to UiTM. It was actually our 'lontong' day but alas, the shop was closed. So we went to the other shop to have 'nasi ayam'. It was GREAT! Najib should be there as he was struggling with his final paper yet he insist not to have lunch with us. Ur bad!!

As usual, Radhi was telling us how happy he is with his new life and his new friends around him and we are happy for him. Ct with her excitement of finishing up the mock trial so that she can think for her graduation and pre-graduation event that we planned. Can't wait!!! And yeah!! We must go for a holiday!!! :-D

Nothing much to blog yet I wonder why there are certain people who are sooo 'busuk hati'? Are they born that way, inherited from their ancestors? Or is it just he/she in particular je? I wonder... Can't people just be nice with eah other without taking sides? I know a person who are so nice - mama. She would not take side unless it is obviously wrong to side the person who did wrong (whatever I'm writing about). The main thing that I am soooo bored right now is the fact that I didn't bring my lovely novel along which makes me ended up reading blogs about our local artistes!! Damn!

I wanna go back home (without having menstrual) and wear comfort clothes and read my novel and ignore of what is coming up tomorrow and be with my baby (with big tummy sticking out)...

About a Life~

Najib trying soooo hard to entertain me with the picture cos I didn't bring my camera with me and I want it sooooo much for the cartoons to be in this post!~ :-D

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Tonight is 'attending-Najib-night' which is accompany him to revise for his final paper which is this Sunday, making him unable to be one of my witnesses!!! Damn! I don't like to find guys to help me when the trial is on Sunday - meaning it's gonna take a lot of effort to beg a person to spend their whole Sunday being one of my boring witnesses (the trial is going to be held in the classroom instead of in the moot court. Such an uninteresting experience its gonna be. But, no one to blame cos Tuan Fairus is only available during the weekend or else we're gonna have to find another lecturer to replace him in which none of us would want to. Cos he's sooooo lovely! :-D

A guy in front of me seems to be very hardworking in revising his last subject and now he seems tired and feel like eating his burger in which he is doing it rite now. I actually left my laptop at home cos I don't feel like online as I was about to read my novel which I've bought it waaaayyyyyy before I could even remember when did I bought the novel. It's Cecelia Ahern's Thanks for the Memories. I've read it one-quarter way which I find it VERY intereseting but I tend to read it very slow since I would rather enjoy the moment not to have to do anything and not to have to rush for anything - except for STILL waking up early in the morning for the IP preparation for our mock trial as my firm is the prosecution.

Back to reason why I really want to blog right now is because I observed people around me and it fascinates me how a lot number of parents who brought their children to McD tonight like almost 10p.m. just because to buy 'Happy Meal' cos it's Madagascar 2! You wouldn't imagine how Madagascar had GREAT impact to children's life especially to my youngest brother. He made me watch Madagascar for like the rest of the year on the year which Madagascar had been on air. When I asked him "Adam xnak tengok Madagascar 2 ke?" And he said; "Xnak lah. Boring!" Boy! Who was the one who wouldn't let me watch anything else except than well-versed Madagascar?? Hahahahaha! Typical young boy thinking that they are big enough not to watch cartoons anymore. Walhal, bangun pagi je, Disney Channel is fixed on the TV.

There was this one family who brought along 5 children along with them. One baby. I watched the father, the mother and the eldest child. The father's face was full with love - love to his children, hoping that they will grow up well and be 'a' person. The mother? Busy entertaining all her 5 children. The eldest child - the brother, kept himself busy with his youngest brother. I made me think that would this kind of love lasts forever? Forever until the brother has his own family, the father could never eat McD anymore due to unhealthiness of the fast food that they serve us (well, I like it though. Haha!)? And the mother? I know that a love of a mother would never fades away irregardless what happen to them. Nothing much to comment. It's just that it makes me wonder, what kind of love that my parents has been giving me? One word - endless.

At 11.19 p.m. A mother aged around 50-55 years old has been accompanying her daughters to grab a supper at McD. Another endless love that a mother gives to her children. But what would THAT child give her in return? The same love she gave? Or not even half the love that she gave? Another question unanswered.

I just wish that irregardless the kind of family that I'm going to have, I would not put my parents far from me, especially my thoughts. Cos if I would say my heart, they will never be far from my heart. But from my mind, it might happens. The problem with children when they grow up is not to remember their parents and also a lot of ego to show and tell their parents that they are in their mind. And I'm one of them. The timing were just never right, never perfect. I tend to call mama and daddy when they are busy, when they are pissing off about something, when they are driving - all the wrong times in the world. And they did the same to me. When I'm in class, while I'm driving, when nature's call, etc. Hwn will the time that it will perfectly suits us.

One scene from the novel - the wife passed away years ago, and the husband would never want the memories of his wife fades away, in every single way. It says: "She loved Gay Byrne; her sole ambition in life is being to meet him. The closest she got to that dream was when she and Dad got tickets to sit in the audience of The Late Late Show and she spoke about it for years. I think she had a thing for him. Dad hated him. I think he knew about her thing. He likes to listen to him now, though, whenever he's on. I think he reminds him of a precious time spent with Mom, as though when we all hear Gay' svoic, he hears Mom's instead. When she died, he surrounded himself with all her things she adored. He put Gay on the radio every morning ,watched Mom's television shows, bought her favorite biscuits in his weekly shopping trip even though he never ate them. He liked to see them on the shelf when he opened the cupboard, to see her magazines beside his newspaper. He liked her slippers staying beside her armchair by the fire. He liked to remind himself that his entire world hadn't fallen apart. Sometimes we need all the glue we can get, just to hold ourselves together."

How me myself would never want memories to fade away...~

Random~

Last 2 days were relaxing in a sense. Even with not-so-much-workloads as the prosecution for my mock trial, I found it relaxing when I'm able to be with mama when I sleep. Not literally 'bawah ketiak mama' but yet close to it. :-) Well, apart from not having mama's cooking, but eating out with mama was great! There goes my resolution of not taking rice until my convocation, as I've been pumped up like balloon yang slalu ada time promosi baru buka new mall or some what. Hehehe...

Nothing much I got from my heart-to-heart conversation with mama this time. New things are: my aunt is going to move out somewhere around end of this year and her house was sold to Afdlin Shauki (so if people ask where does Afdlin Shauki lives, I'll know where to point), my grandpa been making a lot of statements about me in which he said that I'm like my grandma in a way when it comes to sexist (which I like it). :-) And grandpa said that if I am to be a Magistrate, I'll be such a 'garang' one. Which is true.

Another great news is that Najib's sister had just deliver her new baby girl!!! Ainor Zulaikha! Muka macam mak dia sebijik! Cute! I'm yet haven't seen her yet. Maybe after Najib had settle down with his exams and me with my mock trial. I even had funny dreams that I was actuallt pregnant! Hahahaha! Nampak sangat tido time Maghrib (ooopss!) :-p Like orang lain NEVER terlajak tido sampai Maghrib.

Neways, I'm in doubts whether to go back to Perlis after my mock trial and come back here after a week spend in Perlis. If I stay here, I might be damn boring if I'm broke but if I'm not (which I would have to beg mama and daddy to gimme some) I would be happy spending time with my friends here in Shah Alam, especially having picnic with Diyana, Kat, Izzah, etc (whoever else that they invite)! And with my mates here in faculty - provided that they don't plan to go back home. I would want to spend my precious time with my friends before LLB ends. And 9 months chambering with my families ONLY. And then? To where my rezeki leads me to. :-D

Guys, I love all of you and every bits of you! Without all of you, I would never be like what I am today. :-D

Annoyance~

What is left when there is no more love in our life? What is it for a person to live with each other when all they know is just to argue and fight? What is left when there is anger and annoyance everywhere in the relationship?

I had another argument with my bestest friend and one thing that trigger in my mind – is there more than friends between us? I thought that being separate a little from each other would make our relationship more closer, like what Malay idioms always say; “kalau sayang, tinggal-tinggalkan.” What kind of love is it if there must be separated from each other? Yes, people tend to get bored with each other yet is there a need to be separated from each other even for a while? Yes, it is true that we have to be separated when we have to do our own job, our own tasks, to be with our colleagues, to be with our friends, to be with our family perhaps. But why must be arguments or dislikes or annoyance when being together for more than a week? Does that mean that you are not meant for each other? Alas, it happens to me with N.

Today, I did an effort to at least dress up for him, to at least make myself pretty even though I could never be especially when extra weight is my current best friend, scars all over my face, pimples keep popping up each and every time I tend to think more than I usually do, with new lenses. All I got was “you look like you just woke up!” What more for me to say? “Yes I am.” He didn’t know that I wasted one hour to put on my fucking lenses, to put extra powder to cover up my scars and pimples. On his behalf, he did at least not wear clothes that I hate MOST. At least he wore such a descent t-shirt that aged 4 years ago. It’s ok. The ‘complement’ and the dress up.

We went to eat and to my shock (which I didn’t show that much), I rode on bricks which I couldn’t see cos it was at the other side of the car and since I’m soooo tall, I couldn’t even manage to see what is at the other end of my car. As a co-pilot, he was being such helpful and I know I made a remark that pissed him off and I’m sorry for that, yet what I said was true.

After lunch, I asked him to drive cos I had some business that I had to do and I didn’t expect him to drive like I do since my car is not automatic transmition therefore there was a lot of breakings which I felt like vomiting; until now still I feel like vomiting, just waiting for the perfect time. I asked him to stop breaking as such at the same time, trying to centralized my brain and keep telling my brain not to vomit in my car; and all I got was blame. Blaming me for ‘complaining’ on how he drove whilst all I asked was to slow down cos I felt like vomiting.

And now, instead of spending time together, we went separate ways, AGAIN, when he asked me to drop him off at the bus stop and that he will walk to where he feel like studying while I pursue my journey to the faculty to hand in the statement of claim and defence for civil procedure. It bugs me this much that I have to blog.

I know that I am unpretty right now, that I am fat, that I don’t look my best at this time yet I WILL PROVE YOU OTHERWISE.

I don’t know if we are meant for each other or not but for almost 5 years, I never dreamt of spending my whole life with another person other than you.

You just ruin my day AGAIN, and I feel so wasted for the times that I tried to dress up for you in which at the end, I couldn’t cos I’ve tried all things to make me prettier but I failed to.

And I hate your hair.


Memujuk diri sendiri~

Lovin my Life~

As I was revising torts at McD, I could't get my eyes off from this one couple in front of me. Boleh x, gelinye, makan pon nak peluk2? Dah tu, nak pegi toilet pon nak pegang tangan and nak kene temankan? Takkan la dependent sampai mcm tu skali? Awkward gile. Even when I was in those kinda of era time cintan-cintun dulu pon, I never felt like doing that - makan peluk2 and pegi toilet sambil pegang tangan n pegi skali. I thot dat the toilet were made for different genders and dat you don't need to be there both just to loo? And now diorang sambung balik tengok2 orang sambil peluk2. Gosh! Dahla ramai gile kids coming here with their parents (another thing dat makes me think; arini holiday ke? Cos I've lost count of days). Hahaha! Yesterday I really2 thot dat it was Monday. Siap excited nak pegi drive-thru McD for breakfast and nak pegi buat sticker lagi.

On the other hand, I like the scene that I'm going to watch - an old couple holding hands together, about to come into McD. Kete besar xpayah main la. Cool gile. I wonder why my grandparents wouldn't want to do dat to each other?? I know! If they do that in Perlis, people will mock at them and starting making a fuss out of it. They are loving couple at home, irregardless of the annoy-each-other part. :-D I just love my family and blessed of having a family like mine; irregardless of ups and downs that we've been through and YES, every families have their ups and downs, but they differ. So, stop saying your family is much more difficult than others (I'll always keep reminding myself about this); as one of my 'friend' who couldn't stop making a lot of statements, said to me that be thankful of what you have (which I don't think she/he did, even though of he is the one who said it). :-D

I just love my life!~ Having the poeple around me that I know they'll always there for me, people who might not be here in Shah Alam next semester (I'm gonna cherish these people most - sorry for those who felt being left out cos of me spending time with these poeple), my mom who kept whining at me to find my 'baju konvo' in which I don't feel like getting one, my dad who never stops pouring me with love which is invisible, my sisters who are there to help me managing my life, my grandparents who dah lama x call me cos of they are tired of me kept changing the phone numbers. :-D
And my lovely pet - my car yang dah calar-balar sbb motorcyclist bodo.

I just love my life~

:-D

p/s: Gosh!!! Couple tu tangan dah mula naik dkt bahu n dkt breast!!!! Sick~




gambar pegang breast xsempat nak amik sbb terlupa dat I brought my camera with me. :-p